Living in a mixed up world, in a mixed up society and born into a mixed up family. The world is beautiful and giving but it is difficult to see the beauty if you get yourself caught up in the drama of life. The heaviness of it all. Stay free stay and detached. Realise who who are - an eternal spirit in a finite body placed here to learn a lesson. Find people you connect with - birds of a feather flock together. If you want to cluck hang out with chickens but hang out with eagles and you will fly. Connect with who you truly are. True beauty cannot be found in a mathematical or science text book, nor in your office or in the world. It is only found within you when all is quiet and you introspect, look inside, be still and find eternal everlasting freedom.
You have a sweet heart, coated in poison syrup, dripping through your fingers. You have a hot heart, steam fogs the windows of your phone booth. You have a bright heart. Nobody can see your smile. Enemies come and go. Lines grow and contract. Math holds our attention for a minute or two. But your heart ticks down. You have a consistent heart. Your heart is genre fiction. We can all read it and we all know how it is going to end. Your heart is love steroids. You amplify your sentimental reactions and hold a fragile hand over your chest. Your heart is magic marker, swiping impromptu lines and fond doodles on everyone you meet. Your heart is Christmas colored. Your family draws close to it to give gifts and strike affectionate poses.
I'm a tween girl online who loves writing, art, The Big Bang Theory and lots of other things. I have Instagram and really want Facebook & Tumblr. I love writing stories and fables here because it's fun and awesome. I can write about whatever I want, it's amazing. I can tell you about my favourite/least favourite things, memories...whatever I want. I love art because it's creative and imaginative-I've told you that anyway. This isn't exactly everything about me...I'm Chinese and love Chinese food especially dumplings. My favourite letter in the alphabet is "p". Another random fact about me is I love pandas, cats, dogs, hummingbirds and penguins-my favourite animals. I'd write lots more but my time is up!
LIfe's adventures-the ups and downs are like a roller-coaster. There's the pretty, the bad and the ugly moments in life. There are so many quotes about being yourself, love/romance, life lessons all over social media and Google Images which I love. Life is unpredictable, scary and amazing every day. There are the best and the worst times every day, week, month, season, year. It's crazy, overwhelming and bizarre. But if you take a step back, a deep breath it's okay. As I said before it's like being on a roller-coaster, they're scary, fun and awesome. I'm personally a bit scared of roller-coasters but I commend the people in life who are brave, courageous to get on and start the breath-taking journey. It's Now or Never. Live your life the way you want to!
Insanity, just insanity. I just can't hold my breath this day. Another day just in the darkness, my mind is in the profound cave where nobody has been.
Just smile, is what they say and is what I say to myself. But is fair to feel like this?
Just acting like a muppet of a world that never stops, a world that never gonna care about me.
Fill my emptiness and hold my darkest fear, and let me be this horrible muppet another day...