He looked up from his reading, realizing that he had missed a lot of what was happening around him for the last few minutes. Then he realized he had missed what was happening around him for a long time. What happened to the last few years? Ever since he and his wife had kids, the time flew. He wanted to be the best father ever - at least better than his own father, but so many things got in the way. Work was more important sometimes, taking care of the house others, other family and friends others. What is his legacy he wondered, will anyone care that he was on the planet? He knew he needed to go on for his family, but what was the one thing that made it all worthwhile? What was at the end of the journey? It didn't feel like it would be fulfillment, just relief.