Everything was spiraling out of control. For she had no idea what to do anymore. The corners of her mind were littered with thoughts of events that happened long ago. Events that shaped who she was today. It was as if her childhood and adult life were at battle in her mind on a daily basis. Sometimes, she felt like an adult woman. After all- she was married, had a home, and job to go to. She had moments where she felt like a well-developed character in a class literature novel. A character with class, elegance, intelligence, and a fresh perspective on life. However, there were days when she felt just like the frightened child in first grade who lost her best friend and played alone all day. She had a life, yes. But she had lost all contact with herself.