if you got me a coupla years ago, i was thinkin' some bullshit. i was paranoid in the clinical sense of the word . i was trying to guard my heart from trickery and it worked. it kept all untrustworthy people out of my life. one problem. it worked TOO good. it also kept all the people out of my life whose only ulterior motive was to be my friend. i live with that and thankfully it's not too late. i can still have friends. that is the good thing about living with 6 billion people. at least a couple of them will be okay. but the point is...i have finally figured out who is sincere and who is not.