guilty feelings overtaking me. i wish i could escape to a sunny place. so cold and doom and gloom. where do i begin. i don't have any particular thoughts so i am just writing whatever comes in my mind and the hands do all the work. what do i need to do tomorrow comes in mind. start fresh and see where it takes me but i am excited about my fresh new start so what shall i do now. crazy behaviour right now common time is running out and thoughts are running out. freestyle i got a minute left what is happening. ok focus on getting it done quick quick time is near the end. a movie sounds like a good idea and what next so restless just chill and relax it will all be ok. see my babies and appreciate what life has brought my way. you know happiness is the key to any success. so nearly done yes i made it.