The truth is that I see you and I am aware of your struggle to be to grow to find yourself. I acknowledge your strengths and faults. I will spend countless hours with you and in reality I don't believe you see me. You are so consumed with your own stuggles and life you forget the person who holds you in place when your world falls apart. I am sure that if we actually had a conversation you would not know much about me. You would not know the problems I face on a daily basis. The things that motivate me and that I find important in life. I have made peace with your limitations in this relationship and have been okay with them. It has not been until recently that I am aware that while I am the keeper of your secrets that you are not even aware of the person behind the texts and the calls. I can't seem to understand why it is that you can not drown out the noise in your life to realize the soft voice of sadness on the other end. I am trying to reach out to you in the most sincerest forms of friendship and the message that I recieve from you is.....silence. How did we get here? More importantly how did I not notice? When did I become this unimportant thing in your life when I have made you such a proirity? I think its time that you hear me. Do I need to shout scream or shake you? I matter! I no longer wish to be the quiet one in our dialoge. If you can't be still to listen then I am no longer available to counsel.