I take it as a badge of honor that I am a complete disappointment to you. I find that it has given me such a sense of complete freedom to know that I have not fit into your plans for me and my life. There is a liberation that comes with being your own person and marching to your own drum. I don't have to worry about your opinion or confine myself to what you view as socially acceptable. I know that my life choices are not so outrageous or sinister and in reality they are quite vanilla for most. I am not a mass murderer or a criminal. I find the rules you live by to be so confining and limited. I would rather be the disappointment than to have become a shadow of who I could have been just to please someone else. After all we are all given just one life and I plan to live it. So as you sit there on the phone or at your kitchen table ready to slice into the juicy gossip that is my life and life choices know that I am laughing. I honestly had no idea I was so fascinating!