So this is my little excercise in self-comp0assion. it is kind of fun and kinf of lame at the same time. it is definitely challenging. and it can like any challenge by a triumph as such. bnecuae there is no effort wihtout shortcoming but aso no victoriy without effort. and it is just about keeping the writing flowing out, not making thise fingers stop, ever not going back n, not to care, not about you ratings. i t is all fynny i am toaking to you here who is rating this. i have stop placing so muych uimportanceon your opinions. the thing s i like you dont and vice versa. what a liberation. life is aboutr loving yourself said the psychologist to me. thats not what he actually sadi but thats what i heard. what a wonderful message. i like it a lot. i want to listen to the red hot chill;i peppers son ' my friends' myu friends are so depressed...i feel the equestion of their lonliness;.... seee there are friends tbut they are probably n ot derpessed at all. it is all a matter of semantsics and we liberally appliy all sorts of bad that is negative that is dramatice that is exaggerated and and kind of untrue but kind of selfpfullphilling phrophecy kind of true these kind of words we apply to situations that do not justify this sort of harschness. of course we are talking about art here in this particular case buyt what i am trying to say is that we need to be very watchful and careful abou tthe things we say to ourselves ain hour heads.