why am i here is all i ask myself. im trying to find my reason to live but its all so confusing. my minds always going i cant stop this movement. im on my way to becoming insane and im not worried about it because insanity is what connects us to the living. We need people who think differently. its called being unique although this is the best way to know yourself people don't seem to care. they are all so entertained by their phones and their computers to care. and whats up with the way we teach in our schools, its all a competition only the most intellectual make it to the top. i say fuck that i didn't have much interest in school. i just want to understand it all.