Sorry means absolutely nothing when someone breaks your heart. They can apologize, try to turn it all around but it's impossible to fix. In fact, sorry seems almost like an easy way out. It's like saying sorry that the truth came out or that your pain was too inconvenient. It hurts so much to hear those words during the aftermath. For me, it would have been so much easier to have lied the rest of my life with a lie. I may have broken his heart, but there was no need for him to intentionally break mine in return. Knowing that he hurt me in the worst way possible ruins the idea that he was the amazing guy I thought he was. I wanted to move on with my life thinking I had lost something amazing. I never wanted to know that he never thought I was. That hurt worst than the rest. I would rather hear him screaming insults at me than to tell me the truth of what he did. At least with criticism, I knew he cared. But when cheating, I knew he didn't.