You would have been noticing something because you're that kind of person. I've been struggling but when I think that you have it covered, I'm more relaxed. I wish that grammar was something that happened in my school, then I'd know about this. How to write it in the way that I want it to sound. And maybe I'm even making up tenses because that's what it feels like. The thing that happened but maybe is still happening? About you.
You have been giving me some strange looks and I don't blame your cringing. It's ok. I don't care. I just want to get underneath this way of communicating to you. So that you feel I'm really there in your ears. In. Not around and with a sound that almost comes on top of you. I think I'd like to hit your ear drums with this. Past present. past continuous. Is the problem in fact from the content of this? Constant shifting between the then, the now, potential that we imagine we all have and want to achieve through places like this