Coffee and the cigarette. For some reason I need one every single morning. They pair so well together like the blinding white light rays bouncing off of that plain piece of rice. I never would have thought that drugs really make a difference in the way I live, but they do. They control the way I live. Its like a girlfriend that is always on your back telling you that she needs you more and more and more. When I wake up in the morning I think about having a coffee, how awake I will be for my first period class, how easy it will be to focus versus being dead throughout the day. But when I don't have the coffee in the morning, I feel more human. More capable to go through my day a little more normal then the rest of the caffein cravers. And then there's the cigarette need. But screw him, that shit gives you cancer, so when I don't have and I don't smoke any. I wish to become detached to the creations that man has made to increase our needs in a negative way.