I wish I could create more time. Manuipulate and evolve it into something better. Something easier to manage. But then there would be changes everywhere, I couldn't do that. I just need something that can pause time, yes. A device that can bring me back to the times when we threw stones at each other and also zipping far into the future when we don't even have to think about thinking. Maybe I just need to go to time management classes. That could be like traveling in time, sort of, only with motivational speakers tearing your rational thoughts apart every week at that workshop. All I really need is help. Help with all the stresses and emotions that I go through each day. Just making it slightly easier to cope with can be life-changing for me. If I notice that I become detached from the movement of time, I stay there, waiting for that thing to take me away, to that place where those things happen, all the time.