Today I woke up and had an out of body experience. I saw god in all her infinite glory. She was tall as a mountain and as wide as the north American continent. Her hair was made up of constellations and her eyes reflected the depths of the unknown. In that moment I knew I loved her, for her beauty was remarkable. And at that moment I knew I despised her because she disconnected herself from me when she sent me to a place where we would never meet. And when I finally looked on the face of my goddess she was me.