They call it April Fools Day, but it's the day when you can be what you always wanted to be. No judging, no comments, no sharp tongues. Just put mask in order to reveal your true face. To me, it seems like this is the only day that is reasonable and every other day is fools day. Because we play fools and get others fooled. Theater, comedy, look, i'm laughin hard.
I really can't understand you, me, this. You are like the most complicated puzzle that i can never put together.. Every time i find a new piece it's not the one that fits. So, i stand on a crossroad with too many puzzle pieces not knowing which way to choose. Damn you, mysterious creature of the universe! Each time i convince myself that you're gone, you come up with a groundbreaking return. Makes an earthquake in my head. And you left me with is Tool and question marks in my head. That appear through the day. I guess this is the worst thing i have ever written. EVER! you still manage to confuse me though.
Go buy yourself a brand new face.
It might save you from the exhaustion of pretending. That's what you want, that what's you need. That's what they want you to think. Wipe the tears and put a smile. Fake and ugly one. And i'm sick of those. They haunt me like creepy clowns in the night. It is a sad, sad world with sad sad people. Some of them are just really sad clowns with no more confetti to waste. What if i say i'm not like the others? Then, i would be a liar. I would be just like everybody else.
What are you afraid of - he whispered?
... of the light that cracks my shell. And when you crack it, the water gets in. Salty water, and i'm drowning. It as the taste of tears, taste of fears.
I hate getting up in the morning with regrets and feel tension in my stomach like it's a punching bag.
- You've got to cut the chains little one. - he said. His voice was my angel from heaven.
Heaven and hell exist only in your head. You've got to make a choice which one will define your life. Fear? Are you sure that you have time for that? Time cannot be trusted, it's a burglar with sticky fingers that steals hopes and dreams.