look through my eyes, can you see that star, can you see how it illuminates the world, can you see how it burns the darkness, can you see how it makes me lighter, can you see that although there may be a brighter star, through my eyes the light of you is all i see. look through my eyes can you see the shadows lurking, can you see the darkness encroaching, can you see the demons enveloping the light, can you see my heart, laid upon the stone ground, torn from my chest, barely beating as if it is struggling to find a reason to keep on beating. look through my eyes can you see the emptiness now that my bright star has gone
i find it weird how people are afraid of the dark, they say its because they dont know whats out there but at this pont i dont want to know whats out there anymore because whether you can see it or not its still there but the beauty of the dark is that we dont need to be afraid because we dont have a clue as to what may lurk in the darkness. we can be like kids again oblivious to the terrors of the world. i would rather live in the dark
Someone once said to me "we all create our own hell" this baffled me at the time for i was only young however as time as passed, it has become clearer that she meant the decisions we make form our lives and the decisions which are bad form a hell like situation. to this day, i think she was wrong, we don't all create our own hell, we create our own life with the help of others but it does not have to be a bad life. if you make a bad decision learn how to fix it, don't live with the pain on your shoulders, because i think we can all create our own heaven.
when we are kids, we wait with anticipation to grow into a teenager. when we are teenagers we wait to go out into the world and work as adults. when we are working as adults, we look back and wish we were kids again. then when we get older we wait to stop working and become a pensioner and one day when we are in the hospital looking back at our past, we will say "i have been waiting for everything, waiting in anticipation, but along the way, i forgot to live..."
i like you i might even love you but im not sure. youre the first thing i think of when i wake up and you poison all my thoughts. it drives me insane. but i like it that way. whats worse is you dont love me back but you say you might like me. its the worst thing youve ever said. now i cant get over you but i cant be with you. you kill me in the best way and the worst way. youre so innocent and perfect and youre broken inside but i adore ever shattered part of your being. i dont think you understand what you do to me, you dont even notice. every little thing youve ever said or done is burnt into my memory. i cant focus accept when im with you everything fits into place. its as if for a second the universe let me glimpse heaven. then you talk about her and the moment slips through my fingers. You're perfect. She's perfect. and im just dying