one pretty morning walking down the beach wind blowing through my hair i can feel the freshness of this sea . the sand is crystal clear , cloudy weather pretty fluffy cloud i see .
as i took steps i left my prints behind . some red crabs crawled away . seagulls flying by the coast in a cue . the sand feels so warm as a comfy rug with no slippers on .there are moments i cherish the most seeing the blue sky mixed with sun like colors of rum . not easy to define the picture i have in my mind worth giving a shot to describe .
every night hard to breathe anxiousness wont let me sleep .bright sun shining with a fresh spark still im drunk in my past . days do pass but nights are the cruel part ,bleed or weep i see no mercy preached . sustaining my self resistance still hard to stand . killing the heart i have . rock nd roll is a new distraction its loud to keep me away from attention . didn't bother coming back as i said ill have to take some rest . having the perfect thing she never look back at our thing. Force myself hard not to break i end up living in pain . Thinking of old days that's a nightmare sink. She took away what ever i had , now a body lifeless .
Where i Stand where do i belong , questions unanswered as i don't belong on this surface . thin light thick darkness both ways are falling on one path saving me from redemption putting soul deep inside a box buried under a coffin
.didn't try waking me up by the shoulder ,just a perfect piece of idea where lost never found
i cant steer my mind into your idea i can drive through your brain . what i believe fulfills my dreams
As i sit besides the cool van with a fan running up my head . The hot summer wind gives me a shiver . Sweat under sun skin going tan . Yes this is Summer .
rough morning as the sun shines high with light .but you got to enjoy the rays as summer is meant to spent on beach , party in the hot atmosphere . laying low with a sun block on the coastline , bikinis and shorts thats all the dress code known .
sure it is a hot summer.
All this time i was Lost , NO clue where to go or what to follow i was born in a conflict region , where Bible Geeta were meant to read . Felt meaning full to know the path that i follow has no end or a turn , its all over if it start with the idea up flashing every time casting all my movement .
Filling the path as i felt this voyage has no stop every point has a new start following no conclusion . i might Die in the field fighting for the beginning asking for where to start or where to close .
my vision is still blur im in the field finding my spot . what m i and where do i belong .
As i took the first pill i felt soothing going down my spinal cord for a while life stayed at its place. things started changing as mind felt heavy in a place of joy . lights started mixing in the wind i felt light as gravity is now my friend . instant moment made a canvas of imagination becoming real , life changed for a few hours . music stared to sound different as its going in my brain . As i looked up to reach for a friend i was there alone as in a room of mirror looking at my refection as they stand there and look at me laugh at me dance with me . Hours went down the clock time flew like a bullet train , then it started to evade as it went off i felt much more in my mind and in present . Yes i was High that night .
Sin is an attraction for all the people who sees it they believe in it they follow it , the strong ones possess redemption they strive . as for the weak one's it just depends on your will how hard you strive for the protection of your beliefs . Every hour passing by every second places an opportunity to fell in sin or stand up with virtue .
Let your self decide where to stand where to make a change where life is meant correct .
Death is always near its the redemption from sins that saves you .
Society that lead us down , never appreciated our thoughts our ways our actions . always went for a reality check under bad influences , making us part of a society where life is a cue .wait for your turn eat what they provide think what they want . where is our idea our motivation our movement ?
what is life in a society of disordered geniuses .
NO tell them more often as far as i let you go , i still cant believe you faded away . Walking down the alleys every night searching for the shadows . Still wondering every moment that we cherish , what brought us here things that love made us happy or just an indescribable story ?
was it hard to accept the flaws . Covered in the guilt still you find a an exit , was care less then your desires is loving you was meant breaking down bad with no ground to stand .
Feelings are cold now like winter is upon us . the warm love has already left . farewell Memories
Life Going as we plan things change sudden moments living the right turns out being wrong
Running away from truth making life know that its worth something , Aa who cares we never went off the hill we kept in the snow waiting for an angel . an effort that might be the key ,never thought never did .Misuse mistaken misconducted by all our negative thought . Never saw the white light preaching the right way . just let things stay positive shall we see. the storm that might pass if we stay in the positive light .